I’m so fucking guilty today. I didn’t go. I lied and I feel kind of bad about not going? But our society has so many different workplaces and fields. If I don’t like it, I’m gonna stop, if I do I’m down to represent. It’s just in my bones..one way or another. Some see it as a bad habit..an easy way out. I see it as perspective, I’m young it’s one of the many jobs I’ll have until I’m dead. I do care about my elderly opinion/guilt, but it’s my life and I’m still making money with or without this job!!! It was a stepping stone to show me how easy it is to get inspired. It’s all in your ATTITUDE!!!! Life is intense today. Many mixed emotions. I hope it doesn’t intervene with my evening!!